Thursday, June 4, 2009

The Soulmates' Rhythm

(conclusion)

I now discover that Love is not just falling; Love is rising. Love is in this continuous endless dance. I fall, I rise. There is an endless movement that has called itself the Rhythm. It is rhythmical, with peaks and valleys, like a radiation wave, like a river flowing. I become aware of this movement and see the wholeness of Love in it. I somehow begin to fall with this illusion of incompleteness in the belief that I am alone. The thought of being alone compels me to seek for that someone to be with, to complete me, to fill this void. I seek, and at times I find, but still inevitably I would find myself alone again. All these are elements of falling in Love. But the descent allows me to see the vastness from where I fall. With the spirit of the Phoenix, burning myself and falling into my ashes is the moment of rebirth, the moment of rising.

Unconditional Love, which bears a million names, arises in my awareness. Being aware of it leads me to realize my wholeness. Both are inseparable. I am not alone anymore, but I am all One with the Universe, with this Divine Intelligence. The void that I feel is not anymore true, for that illusion has shown me the truth. I am in a search, but not anymore with someone to complete me. I begin to see that I am complete, and therefore clarifies my sight to see another the same as me. I am now reconnecting myself to the essence of my soul, and seeing that I am making the most important relationship with myself. I am my own Soulmate and not anyone else. The person I am seeking is not out there; that person is within me; that person is me. The other person I seek is not separate with me, because both of us are all One. As I give love to another, I give myself the same Love. Time and space are such illusion that my mind has chosen to perceive. In the realm of Love, both do not exist. I intend Love for this person and I am certain of its great power. I may not be with the person I Love, both in presence and spirit, yet I trust the Love that is between us in this illusion of distance. I find Love real between the two of us, and so it brings me back to the experience that there is no such distance. We are no more separate beings. We are both Love. Now, I find my intentions of Love the noblest act of Loving. What I generate from my mindheart is this miraculous wonder of Love, from which all transformation into the physical dimension takes place.

Every possibility of unconditional Love is spawning from its mystery. The Rhythm is such. I fall in Love, with thoughts and feelings of being alone, for my spirit is in journey of finding Love. I rise in Love, with this absolute certainty of this glorious uncertainty that I am Love and its infinity is in me. It is how light becomes both a wave and a particle. Love is likewise, a moving mystery, always unfathomable, yet a possibility happening, metamorphosing into such forms. The phenomenon of Love is ineffable; no such words can truly define it. It is the same phenomenon when Love find its way to unfold in me, as I become aware again. I am one with humanity: this is a soulful relationship. I am committed to the Love within, just as I commit my Love to someone. I, too, become freedom when Love emancipates me. I am free as the clouds, drifting yet not lost; formless yet forming. I am committed and free at the same time, and I eventually find that person who has found this merging of experience.

I now delve into the mystery of mysteries, where all physical and non-physical melt into one existence. I allow Love to work its way through the levels of my consciousness; through my thoughts, emotions, understandings and insights. I put all my faith to those questions I have on my processes that I find unanswerable. In the Rhythm of Love, answers come forth. Like an unknown seed, which falls down on dirt, then rises again as a sprout, which bears countless fruits. I trust that the seed and the fruit are one, inasmuch as I trust the mystery of Love that bears countless possibilities. Falling in Love with someone is an indefinable thing, no reason to sustain. Rising in Love with someone is the way how to accept this indefinability. Beyond what I can comprehend is my certitude of how I Love a person. I let this unconditional energies of Love flow from me towards this person; I intend all blessings of Love this person can be, do and have. Love chooses this person to become a soulmate in the very essence of choosing myself as my own soulmate. My intentions become more distinct, as I see that Love moves in this person's dimension, and apparently the same Love that moves in mine. Both of us are now being Love, sharing Love and growing Love, the exact ascension of how Love evolves in our lives.

I am now Loving the soulmate of Love. The Love that I let myself become has opened my soul to find another Loving soul who inspires me in the dance of the Rhythm.






3 comments:

andi said...

"Meeting him was fate, becoming his friend was a choice, but falling in love with him I had no control over.”

Anonymous said...

You wrote a very eloquent and helpful article.. how can you know--or can you know if what you feel for someone is love? and that it is going to last?

* said...

Thanks, my friend.

When the wall between 'knowing' and 'feeling' crumbles, insight emerges. At that very moment, it is eternal.
This is how I have acknowledged the experience of Loving someone. And it will always remain a mystery.

Blessings!

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